I used to dream I could fly.
It was like I was walking just above the ground with very long steps. I’d take
one step and cover a long city block. The ability started when I was small,
late at night when I was supposed to be sleeping in my bedroom upstairs. Feeling
the cold linoleum through my stocking feet, I listened to muffled adult voices
from the top of the stairs, reach out with one foot, and fly down to the bottom.
As I grew older I began to skim over the sidewalks as fast as the boxy, cartoonish
cars, jumping over them if need be. I never got anywhere when I was flying. I
was always in transit, always wanting to be somewhere else, always waking in my
own bed. As I lay there in between dream and everyday living I thought maybe I
could actually manage it if I got right the trick of the first step. My father
always said it’s no good being a dreamer and I’d have to learn to keep my feet
on the ground. I guess he knew my seditious little soul wanted just the opposite.
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